So many times I've laid awake,
going over my countless mistakes,
wondering why I couldn't be better,
reminding myself with his goodbye letter,
But the day I decide to start again,
was the day my sorrow started to end,
seeing others and new faces,
With friends emptiness got replaced,
Then I ran into him,
I fell stupidly just on a pure whim,
I never thought he would care about me,
Over time I started to see,
That he cared for me too,
The connection became true,
So tonight I'll sleep without tears and screams,
Because you said 'good night and sweet dreams'
written a very time ago and i just was rereading it. I just wanted to post it
This is beautiful. I love the contrast of emotion from the pain and guilt of being abandoned to the security of being in love. Of falling in love as you say with 'I fell stupidly just on a pure whim.'
ReplyDeleteI also like the feeling of moving from being broken and guilty, to figuring yourself out, and finally to being able to be with someone else.
I Love it great poem. it's so true
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