Hiya again!
It's so late but when you can't sleep what better thing to than to write another blog entry! (well I think it a good idea, I could be wrong though)
So to explain the horrible thing that I had to face two days ago, it was the terrible (promise not to laugh).....hospital!!! Oh I HATE hospitals!! I couldn't tell you why, but I hate even standing in the lobby! I had to go there to see my new niece but I still I did Not like it. Thankfully I left as soon as possible, so I survived! Also I have discovered how to exactly to solve a case of the hospital willies with a large cold diet coke and cotton candy!! It was so perfect, thank you universe fates :)
Okay on too less eerie subjects, and on to one my favorite things in the whole world!! I even got to witness it today even, what is it?? you say well I guess I'll tell you.....rain :D!!! Rain hs to be one of the best things in the world!!! It could rain everyday and I would be happy forever!!
So that was Written a few days Ago. And it's now being posted.
“Music speaks what cannot be expressed, soothes the mind and gives it rest, heals the heart and makes it whole, flows from heaven to the soul.”
Alright on today’s subject, this is a thought I was thinking about yesterday while driving from job to job for my 17 hours of working ( I'm a crazy workaholic I know and so do my sore feet) but anyways back to my thought. As I was blasting my screaming rock song I felt my favorite part of some music, what is it? you say let me enlighten you. :P
Have you ever been listening to a song So loud that it seems quiet? I have this feeling quite a lot (actually as much as possible) maybe that's why I think I love screaming emo music or why I love listening to music at an ear deafening tone. It's my quiet place, my safe haven....my euphoria. In that the whole world is blocked out and it's just me, my thoughts and my existence. Can I tell how wonderful and surreal the feeling is??? No I do not have the words to describe what it feels like... Just trust me it's amazing. As I sit in that euphoric state my mind clears of worries, problems, things that make me angry or upset are all pushed out of mind and my music acts as a wall to keep it from returning. The music numbs me and cleans my slate, but that's not why I love it. Anyone can be numb.
As I sit in my music fortress, after my mind has been emptied, then what happens next is one of my secrets that only someone really listening will be able to hear it will it. It's the ghost of a song, the lullaby lost in the chaos which soothes the soul and is the reason that I feel so good after listening to my music. It's some times it's the cords that are usually forgotten or sometimes it might be the song that got lost and never can be found except by those seeking it. But the time I love ghost songs, the most is when one soft violin or acoustic guitar sings it’s lullaby softy enough to put you to asleep. It’s a wonder that I love and maybe I’m alone in this love, but that just means I have it all to my self J till next time which I think will be soon. I’m kinda liking this blogging thing.
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